Wednesday, March 28, 2007
mday
happy birthday lawrence lee!'
today was freakn cool.
i havent laughed this hard/much since... my birthday. lol!
thanks m. =)
have a good one ^^
happy birthday lawrence lee!'
today was freakn cool.
i havent laughed this hard/much since... my birthday. lol!
thanks m. =)
have a good one ^^
Labels: holiday
Sunday, March 25, 2007
desktop
so this is why i stare intospace ahead all the time.
so hot.
=)
so this is why i stare into
so hot.
=)
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
how to deal.
perhaps we're the protective kind of friends.
the ones who'd tell you your fly's open.
the ones who 'd tell you the shirt looks bad.
the ones that say what they think would be best for you.
and tells you straight up.
sorry i couldn't give you the support you needed...
but its harder than you think.
i remember i used to always talk in his defense.
saying things like..
"he probably had a bad day" or "it'll be better tomorrow! you'll see." or even "the sun will come out! bet your bottom dollar ah."
but it's so hard to see my best friend cry.
you have no idea.
the anger. i had. for the person who made her cry.
and the anger i had, for her tenacity in that very person...
sigh. in the end.
it's your feelings.
but know. that i(we)'ll stand by you!
perhaps we're the protective kind of friends.
the ones who'd tell you your fly's open.
the ones who 'd tell you the shirt looks bad.
the ones that say what they think would be best for you.
and tells you straight up.
sorry i couldn't give you the support you needed...
but its harder than you think.
i remember i used to always talk in his defense.
saying things like..
"he probably had a bad day" or "it'll be better tomorrow! you'll see." or even "the sun will come out! bet your bottom dollar ah."
but it's so hard to see my best friend cry.
you have no idea.
the anger. i had. for the person who made her cry.
and the anger i had, for her tenacity in that very person...
sigh. in the end.
it's your feelings.
but know. that i(we)'ll stand by you!
Sunday, March 18, 2007
something to think about
"so many people walk around with a meaningless life. they seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. this is because they're chasing the wrong things. the way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."
-tuesdays with Morrie
go read that book.
it's not thick.
its a good way to reflect on life.
thanks juno.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
st. patricks!
the holiday that has the color green as its theme.
im loving it.
but i need that luck tomorrow.
where's that four leaf clover?
=) wish me luck!
Labels: holiday
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
treasure every second
To realize The value of a sister:
Ask someone who doesn't have one.
To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly divorced couple.
To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize the value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.
To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize the value of one second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident.
To realize the value of one millisecond:Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.
Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have.
the people we love.
the air we breathe.
the life we live.
it all matters.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
i couldn't have asked for more.
happy birthday to me?!
im proud to announce that. i've just had the best birthday i've ever had.
fun with family & awesomenest freakn friends.
damn. you guys dont even know it...
but you all just made my entire coming year with your thoughtfulness & lovee. =)
surprised at speedzones?
well. it wasn't entirely unexpected.
my parents who freak when i go 5 miles above speed limit'd let me speed?
but still.
seeing you guys there.
it was inexplicable ecstasy.
family! ♥
you guys are the best. ♥♥♥
we shouldve all raced at the same time.
but we didn't know that turbo cars & sidewinders go differently.
well. juno and i owned.
no, it's not because we've got faster cars. pure skills fool.
sigh. they actually applauded when juno came out of the car in one piece. kiss the ground!
if i wanted to kill anyone, juno wouldnt even be in that list.
gosh. and it's my driving we're talking about here.
so oh pulease. no worries.
it was also fun... watching the guys ram into each other.
well...
lawrence & enoch crashed...three times? (whoever made fun of my driving...)
& it was fun watching bryant zoom along rubbernecking. ha.
afterwards.
enoch left =/. but jess came!
and it was dinner at red lobsters!
we came home 200 lbs heavier. need i say more?
then juno, ashey& euno came over.
we had cake! my mommy made this ♥
she's freakn skilled cus it's soo good.
i had a cake with an area of 52 square inches. =)
i guess fanning didn't work that well.
hello lovelies ♥♥♥
ashley&euno's chocolate dipped strawberry! pure delicacy.
then we opened presents! =)
reading m's poem/rap =)
it was like christmas all over again.
♥
take2. without balloons..
group hug! we look like we're praying.
but i thank god.
for having friends like all of you.
presents are fun.
and presents from thoughtful friends make me smile like crazy..
im the luckiest girl alive.
ashey&juno. ♥ !
its got mycolor name written all over it.
and sumo.
the moment i saw this.
i knew what you had in mind.
and for remembering something that happened winter of 05'. (my grandmother washed a whole pack of tissue paper - destroyed my favorite shirt which looks just like this one)
dang girl ♥ you make me want to cry.
would a present labeled this way intimidate you?
not when it holds a bouquet of teddy bears & chocolate!
ahhhhh. SO KAWAII =D thanks enoch =)
okay. tim's present makes me laugh. LOLL
payback time 8)
lawrence. i dont know what to say.
your poem / rap totally blew me awayy!
its sooo omgahh =)
and the shoes.. dang m. they're crazy cool. CRAZY.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
thanks L.F.H.!!
thanks karen!
it must've taken you so long!! =O
i wanna frame it.
ahh i'd wear them.
but im scared to even get a speck of dust on them.
what should i do?
wear plastic bags around my feet as well.. =)
euno gave me the best smelling. greennnn ♥ candles!!
i'll take a pic with these awesome hats when my hair isnt so weird.
michelle gnomiee ♥ thanks so much!!!
tigger from jess! =)
and jess... that sweater(?) is freakn gorgeous.
and last but not least. m's poem!
it's pulitzer worthy. =)
so!
i'd like to thank all of you.
from the bottom of my heart.
thanks so much janet, susan, michelle, ashley, eunice, lawrence, tim, karen, enoch, bryant, paulina, and all you kiddos who wished me a happy birthday.
yesterday was beyond happy.
happy birthday to me?!
im proud to announce that. i've just had the best birthday i've ever had.
fun with family & awesomenest freakn friends.
damn. you guys dont even know it...
but you all just made my entire coming year with your thoughtfulness & lovee. =)
surprised at speedzones?
well. it wasn't entirely unexpected.
my parents who freak when i go 5 miles above speed limit'd let me speed?
but still.
seeing you guys there.
it was inexplicable ecstasy.
family! ♥
you guys are the best. ♥♥♥
we shouldve all raced at the same time.
but we didn't know that turbo cars & sidewinders go differently.
well. juno and i owned.
no, it's not because we've got faster cars. pure skills fool.
sigh. they actually applauded when juno came out of the car in one piece. kiss the ground!
if i wanted to kill anyone, juno wouldnt even be in that list.
gosh. and it's my driving we're talking about here.
so oh pulease. no worries.
it was also fun... watching the guys ram into each other.
well...
lawrence & enoch crashed...three times? (whoever made fun of my driving...)
& it was fun watching bryant zoom along rubbernecking. ha.
afterwards.
enoch left =/. but jess came!
and it was dinner at red lobsters!
we came home 200 lbs heavier. need i say more?
then juno, ashey& euno came over.
we had cake! my mommy made this ♥
she's freakn skilled cus it's soo good.
i had a cake with an area of 52 square inches. =)
i guess fanning didn't work that well.
hello lovelies ♥♥♥
ashley&euno's chocolate dipped strawberry! pure delicacy.
then we opened presents! =)
reading m's poem/rap =)
it was like christmas all over again.
♥
take2. without balloons..
group hug! we look like we're praying.
but i thank god.
for having friends like all of you.
presents are fun.
and presents from thoughtful friends make me smile like crazy..
im the luckiest girl alive.
ashey&juno. ♥ !
its got my
and sumo.
the moment i saw this.
i knew what you had in mind.
and for remembering something that happened winter of 05'. (my grandmother washed a whole pack of tissue paper - destroyed my favorite shirt which looks just like this one)
dang girl ♥ you make me want to cry.
would a present labeled this way intimidate you?
not when it holds a bouquet of teddy bears & chocolate!
ahhhhh. SO KAWAII =D thanks enoch =)
okay. tim's present makes me laugh. LOLL
payback time 8)
lawrence. i dont know what to say.
your poem / rap totally blew me awayy!
its sooo omgahh =)
and the shoes.. dang m. they're crazy cool. CRAZY.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
thanks L.F.H.!!
thanks karen!
it must've taken you so long!! =O
i wanna frame it.
ahh i'd wear them.
but im scared to even get a speck of dust on them.
what should i do?
wear plastic bags around my feet as well.. =)
euno gave me the best smelling. greennnn ♥ candles!!
i'll take a pic with these awesome hats when my hair isnt so weird.
michelle gnomiee ♥ thanks so much!!!
tigger from jess! =)
and jess... that sweater(?) is freakn gorgeous.
i wanna thank all of you for everything.
for always being able to make me smile desipte the circumstances.
yes, many times i piss myself off too.
but you guys put up with all of it and continue to provide me with endless support and ceaseless friendship.
you inspire me to become a better person, you help me see the goods in this world, you help me through the rollercoasters of life, you help me see that everything isn't so bad, afterall.
i can't imagine life without you kiddos.
because without your friendships.
there wouldn't be a me.
i dont even know how to express my thanks.
and last but not least. m's poem!
it's pulitzer worthy. =)
17 years ago it was 1990!
A baby was born, and her name is Cindy
March 10, what a glorious day!
A wonderful day to say happy birthday
She’s pretty sarcastic, but only in a loving way
I find that fantastic, I don’t care what they say
She’s not afraid at all to speak her mind
I find that pretty cool, that’s her way to shine
She is very loving, I promise you that
But make her mad; she’ll hit you with a bat
She’s always taking on the world’s problems first
Never taking on her own, always quenching people’s thirst
A real good listener, she was born to be
Always having time for you and me
I feel kind of bad ‘cause she’s busy as a bee
Asking for nothing in return, just a smile with glee
She loves to joke, she loves to smile
Making her laugh won’t take a while
I bet she’ll make fun of me for making this rap…
Saying it was so bad, it made her take a crap
She likes cute small things, nothing bigger
For example, that bouncy little tigger
He makes her laugh, he makes her life fun
But the fun gets tiring, she crashes on her bun!
She loves to sleep, nothing more
Try to wake her up, she’ll just give you a snore
She has 3 alarms clocks, she ignores them all
Hopefully she wakes up for that emergency call
She loves to drive and the guys make fun of her
They won’t be laughing for long, when she runs them over
She loves that car, the Nissan 350Z
It’s so sexy and fast, it’ll make you go pee
Last, but not least. She’s really smart
She’s an IB nerd and sharp as a dart
She works really hard to earn those grades
Working for free, not a penny paid
You’re too cool Cindy, You blow me away
Like a little leaf on a windy day
You don’t know how glad I am to be friends with you
Comparing me to you, I’m like a smelly piece of poo
Happy Birthday Cindy!
so!
i'd like to thank all of you.
from the bottom of my heart.
thanks so much janet, susan, michelle, ashley, eunice, lawrence, tim, karen, enoch, bryant, paulina, and all you kiddos who wished me a happy birthday.
yesterday was beyond happy.
Labels: holiday
happy birthday
happy birthday...to.
carrie underwood
sharon stone
osama bin laden
annie.
& me =)
ready to start the 17th year of everything.
and no, it definitely wont be just a repetition of everything that's already happened.
ready to go into farther, taller, and better scopes.
ready to face whatever year 17 brings.
since i missed my new year's resolution at new years...
here it is!? anticipated change for the better.
carrie underwood
sharon stone
osama bin laden
annie.
& me =)
ready to start the 17th year of everything.
and no, it definitely wont be just a repetition of everything that's already happened.
ready to go into farther, taller, and better scopes.
ready to face whatever year 17 brings.
since i missed my new year's resolution at new years...
here it is!? anticipated change for the better.
- become a better & nicer person.
yeah, i believe i've established myself synonymous to that infamous sarcasm.
and as much as you guys assure me that none of my comments are taken to heart...
i still feel that sometimes. i unintentionally hurt people.
though i can't imagine myself as the all around ms. goody-two-shoes.
i'll resist ... - be more decisive.
screw the hesitation... they say "choose what you love, love what you choose" and it's so true. 8) - 7 hours of sleep a day.
hibernation. it's the best medicine. - devote more time to God.
at sundayschool today, we discussed the decision making process...
and when it came to picking methods that we think god guides us through making decisions, i chose the deism one. (without knowing of course) which told of people who believe that God has a general plan for what we are to become, but doesn't have a will for the specific details that we encounter.
i believe. in God.
i believe that whatever decision we make. we'd face the consequences of that decision.
it is by making these decisions that we'd learn from our mistakes.
whatever we choose...
God will take us to the right way.
anyhow.
i feel weird because i didn't choose the choice that normal church grown christians would pick. that is, God has a plan for every detail in our lives. he knows the exact moment that one of our hairs would fall off, he knows when we'd lose that wallet. he's got it all planned out...
well. both makes sense. - devote more time to Family.
they're ♥
even though school is taking up my life.
i'd like to spend more time with them. - stop losing stuff.
- =) i'll add to this...
Labels: holiday
Friday, March 09, 2007
any last words?
last day of being 16.
in fact.
last 45 minutes.
had i been living further east i'd have oldened already =)
nevertheless.
what an eventful last day.
writing the conclusion to a fruitful year with tears as well as uncontrollable laughter.
thanks for being there guys.
thanks for being my many shoulders&ears.
♥♥♥♥♥
last day of being 16.
in fact.
last 45 minutes.
had i been living further east i'd have oldened already =)
nevertheless.what an eventful last day.
writing the conclusion to a fruitful year with tears as well as uncontrollable laughter.
thanks for being there guys.
thanks for being my many shoulders&ears.
♥♥♥♥♥
Sunday, March 04, 2007
曖昧
只能陪你到這裡
超過了友情
還不到愛情
遠方就要下雨的風景
想太多是我還是你
我很不服氣
也開始懷疑眼前的人
是不是同一個 真實的你
無奈我和你
寫不出結局放遺憾的美麗
停在這裡
-楊丞琳 曖昧
